Bleh

I think I'm getting an ulcer. I can feel it forming in the pit of my stomach.

Telane was all upset today because of some stuff which I won't get into right now, and Maria is upset because of her mom and she's been in a depressing mood all week.

And then there's the whole Tyler thing. Apparently he was an asshole to Telane which I don't appreciate, not to mention he was too much of a chickenshit to ask me for my number HIMSELF, which I also don't appreciate. Man, I have definitely never had boy troubles in my life. I have made my decision though. If he asks me out, I'll say no. I'm too much of a liberated woman for mere high school flings.

I went to Falicia's house today. I like her mom. She's cool.

I went to Pockets last night with Falicia and Bailey's family. I played pool for the first time (I TOTALLY would have won if I didn't have to leave) and the bartender asked me if I wanted anything! Then I went to Bailey's afterwards and hung out. I talk A LOT, I find.

I also went to Flake with Telane to pick up my yearbook. The conversation with Heidi was extremely awkward. I still don't know where I stand with her, but I don't really care anymore. Most people didn't even care that I was there. I saw Kerri following her like a lost puppy, so that made me feel gratified. I realized that it was good leaving. Except that English class with Halyk would have been awesome! Anyway, no one seemed to recognize me. None of the guys cared at least. Just a few people said hello, plus the teachers. I forgot to ask Mr. Halyk about his blog.

Katherine's coming over. Maria can't come over, for aforementioned reasons.

I realized it's been five years since I've had a crush, not counting Aaron, which was rather superficial and jokey. I am long overdue.

Anyway, I guess I should go. Blood ties is gonna be on soon.